Deep Down You Are Tortured
You're the type of person who has a very tumultuous past that still affects you today.
You can't help but think that life is some sort of sick cosmic joke. You try to find your peace wherever you can.
You don't show the world your darkest thoughts. You have a lot to endure, and your keeping it to yourself.
Your outlook can be surprisingly sunny at times. You're an expert at picking yourself up when you fall.